This Ain't Christmas

This ain't christmas,

christmas suppose to be in the hood,

christmas is suppose to be exciting,

I just can't feel it,

I just feel like something's missing.

I feel empty right from within, like something's missing

I feel annoyed and seem to have this hostile feeling against anyone who seem to be enjoying the day.

People around me are celebrating it,

families and friends coming around

I can even hear the music in the neighbourhood,

I can hear sounds... sounds of excited voices,

Excited people, filled with the spirit of the day. The 25th day of the last month.

This ain't christmas,

I love christmas,

but all my prayer's for the seconds to go faster,

the minutes faster,

the hours faster

and the day to pass as quickly as possible.

This ain't christmas.